As the holiday season is in full swing, I remember how much time and effort I put into drinking the right amount at the right time. I measured alcohol and the time spent at parties; I'd arrive early at a party venue and drink and smoke pot and give myself time to air out. I'd pack a bottle, hide it in my purse and slip into the bathroom with a non-alcoholic drink (because I don't drink, right?) And guzzle the drink in the bathroom. The sneaking around and hidng was humiliating but I wanted to drink that badly. Phew is all I can say...I know freedom and peace that eluded me when I drank. I wish you all a sober holiday season!
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You’re still here. That matters. Happy holidays!
Free is the perfect word choice! Our alcoholic brain was under lock and chain while in our active addiction. The tools of recovery are the key that unlocks our minds and sets us free!
I love this story. It really speaks to me. Freedom!!!
