Outstanding to have this app, this is my first check-in. My clean date is September 16th 2025. I asked my higher power crying after my last hit of crack to please help deliver me from this monster that I had become. I literally say monster because I had lost myself in smoking crack. I quit smoking cigarettes at the same time but still cheat with the Vape LOL. Everyone that shares their stories I read and learn from them. The benefits outweigh the cravings but the drug dreams still get me. I have been driving strength courage and Hope and above all peace from a good support system. I go to dual diagnosis classes because I have the mental illness of bipolar one and drug and alcohol addictions. One day at a time. I will be an addict for the rest of my life and that's okay as long as I do the next right thing! God bless everyone on their Journey I'm 64 it's time! Hugs and kisses love Lauren Marston
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I also lost myself in active addiction. Truly. I have been clean for just over one year and still have frequent drug dreams. Congrats on finding yourself again and on your clean time. Thanks for your post.
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Congratulations good job 
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Thank you Nate for your support love you
So glad you’re here. Sharing our stories helps more than we know sometimes. Proud of you and rooting for you!
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Thank you Chrissy for your support love you