I have an old friend of the family staying with me for awhile, shes moving and needed a place to stop over.
Yesterday morning her youngest of two sons, mid 20’s, hung himself.
I was sitting feet away when she got the call.
I havent been to sleep yet, I’m still in denial. She was a lot to handle, and as we got upset together a rare and bizarre neural condition i have went totally apeshit.
I called two of my best friends to come look after me while i looked after her.
They were here inside ten minutes, dumped my meds in me and hung sround.
Knowing i was safe, i was able to let God speak godhnn words to soothe her every time she lost it. I cried with her and felt her pain.