Frustrated and tired
Why?
We all have highs and lows. People here are willing to listen
I keep getting stuck on day one, I get so positive when I make the decision to stop drinking then by the time I get home from work I cant help but drink, not sure what to do
Www aa. Org find meetings.stay busy. Keep use up to date.
See if they have meetings after work.90 meetings in 90 days.
First throw out everything in the house and don't stop on the way home. Quote by WC Fields "Its easy to spot drinking I've done it 1000 times". The first day is sometimes the easiest. Don't let it define you because that isnot you. You have to start from that first day. Muscle through it or talk to your Dr. They have things that help or rehab they have the same things. You can do this, you have to do this or it will kill you. I'm reading "Alcohol Explained " by William Porter. Someone here recommended it. It's easy to read and understand. Reach out anytime i will tell you what I've learned. Best of luck
I feel you bro same here