So after 5 weeks of painful waiting I finally had my Dr. appointment. Unfortunately they requested more imaging before they operate. And referral to another specialist for the other organs involved. This will delay my pre-op appointment 3 weeks. 
I am trying to be patient and trust the process. Understanding that they want to pinpoint the damage before going in. But, it is still frustrating. I cannot work on my projects, tinker in the shop, exercise or even go for a walk.
Focusing on gratitude this morning. I am forever grateful for my sobriety. Thanks for letting me gripe 🫤