Its so easy to spiral. But cleaning it up is not so easy. Little by little im doing what needs to be done. Laundry, trash, just cleaning my apartment really. I'm embarrassed/disgusted with my actions. But i cant sit still and feel bad for myself forever. So im taking actions now. Even if i dont feel like it. It needs to be done
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Just do what you can and stay prayed up. This disease affects good folks as much as anyone. (maybe more) Don't get down on yourself. Take care of yourself and keep improving your situation.
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You remind me me I’m not alone. Got similar situation. Just easy does it. WE do recover!
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Your past is not your future. Hang in there, brother. You're worth it.
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Amen to that 
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Thank you man 
These words hit home thank you
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Yes you are right it is easy to spiral out of control but if it was easy then everyone would be doing it you are strong and you can do this my man just trust in Jesus and he shall lead you where you want and need to be
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doing it even when you don’t feel like it, that’s discipline and it’s the harder version of the two. the apartment gets clean, the shame loses a little ground, that’s how it works. Sobriety life
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Be proud of every day you're sober. It's not easy, especially the healing part. But it's SO DANG worth it! Rooting for you always