I relapsed about a year ago with meth and I'm struggling to get and stay clean I keep getting clean for a week or two then I go back to it and its so much worst this time around then the first time I was in my addiction
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Sonny, many of us had similar experiences. For me I finally got smart and in that 1st few days of sobriety I went to AA/NA/CA meetings daily. Especially early morning before my addict mind took me over.
It’s not hard, it’s actually easier this way. Don’t give yourself idle time to relapse. My sober program has to be my number one priority.
I’m here if you want to talk
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Go around someone that can keep you accountable.. someone you would not want to be high in front of.. that helped me..
i told my mom i needed help.
Praying for you
Meth was my DOC too. I read your bio and it said you had 8 years at one time. We lose sight of our progress when we relapse. I heard a woman that had relapse say in a meeting that all that time she had sober, her addiction was in the background doing push ups and came back with a vengeance after using again. Ask for help if you need it. I did another IOP after my last relapse and it really helped.