Need to stop
I pray for your peace trust me I know it’s hard I couldn’t get off the wagon was sober for 2 months mom passed been drinking every since until 2 weeks ago I decided I’m going for 90 days sober if I can do that I probably won’t ever drink again pray for my strength🙏🏾
“For what it’s worth: It’s never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life you’re proud of, and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start over.”
-F. Scott Fitzgerald
Is rehab a possibility? I’m not sure what your state offers, or your situation, but some have free options. Sometimes assistance is necessary, especially if you would be experiencing withdrawals.
For some, in patient programs are really daunting, but mine wasn’t bad. Honestly just getting away from reality helped in itself.
For transparency, I have never been in rehab, mine was for suicide prevention.