As is the cycle I’ve been through many times, I was doing great with total sobriety until we went on vacation. I never got too drunk, which is a small win in itself, and have not been drinking since we got back. I feel like it’s a little different this time. By that I mean I don’t feel like I need to keep drinking after getting back to the normal routine where every time in the past I would have kept going until being a hot mess again. I’m not beating myself up for indulging while on vacation but am using it as a reminder that drinking at home still isn’t where I want to be.
