I am grateful for so much and much, much more UNTOLD TREASURES of which that I ever 
knew. Now, dare I say? 
The serenity prayer and understand it. (I hope so). Hyundai got wrenching , honest with my shortcomings and character defects. I'm in it to win 
it ; this time. I have rebuked the devil's cunning and baffling.\nAttempts to woo
me back. I celebrate.\n10 months yesterday of no mind.Altering chemicals into my vessel. Has it been hard 
? Now, I do not even relate to the\n Sympathetic person that I had become. I will not kick myself because that's another trigger. I have, I YES there are so many !!! A share my , well earn and body health problems to the newcomer. I never listened when I was younger.I thought I knew it all."" that will never happen to me "" I professed stoically. Thank you for letting me share\n Life is so fragile. I had a stroke 2 weeks ago.\n And I shared in my group to take heed; because I emphasized the reality that if I did not rebuke my drug use ; That I would not have been there in my group whatsoever. Don't feel sorry for me.And this is my favorite key phrase; please learn from me. I lean on my higher power, and finally have\nSurrendered to my lord god. I was always jealous of everyone because I did not know how to.!! I am happy. Peaceful , and that's all i've ever wanted. the good lord gave that to me. And I have so many 
tee shirts
Being a selfish addict. I wish for not one more.. THERE'S SO MUCH I WANT TO SAY. I LOVE ALL OF YOU ; WITHOUT REPROACH. OBEY. God bless us all in our fight and sometimes struggle . We are not just discovering to choose life but to want to live the best life we are able and 
had no inkling that we could. Sincerely, Lauren Marston
