2169 continuous days without my crutch (alcohol). My life is imploding right now and i just cant do another day. Only saving grace is that the liquor store is closed until 8am tomorrow. I had to google it! Everything i worked for, everything i fought to get back what i lost, its going to be gone. Turns out i'm not as strong as i thought was. 11 and 1/2 hours to go. How do you go on when the pain is killing me. I know i dont have another relapse in me, i know what this means. Feels like my only choice. Im done feeling this way.
~Peace
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Give someone a call or go to a meeting, "this to shall pass" words to live by, nothing lasts forever, most of the stuff we put ourselves through is in our own heads and bigger than what it actually is, sometimes a knock down in life is needed to re-evaluate what you are doing
Hang in there, I’ve felt that many times, but just keep moving forward. It will pass and another day will come🙏