I never would ask this but please I need prayers prayers and more prayers. I am having spine surgery on Tuesday and I am so scared plud situation is not much better with my daughter and it is emotionally affecting me too. I even tried reaching out to my son-in-law but he said he has nothing to say and too busy to see me. Monday I am going to see the family priest (which is crazy because I have been so angry and god for taking my mom before I got to see her) but I also wished I was dead a few times and just really scared he has the chance to take me. May sound crazy but I was so positive but the relationship with my ONLY daughter is really affecting me and she is struggling with what I did in the past. I don’t know what to do next. I feel so lost.
