Hey good morning, i just wanted to share that im feeling a bit lost today. I have been unemployed for 6 months now. Searching for work has been defeating and exhausting. I have been ckean off meth for 7 months and weed almost 3 months now. Ive been doingna good job with that. My days feel like groundhog day these days. Over and over again with no change. Im bored, im frustrated, some days infeelnlike a total looser, some days i feel on top of the world. I have met a couple people on here that seem really really cool, thats been great looking to make more friends for sure. Please feel free to comment. Im looking for qs much support as 8ncan get these days. I havent really started to go to meetings yet. I have been invited by a really cool guy to attend a zoom meeting and am planning on signing in on Monday and starting there. I have been in and out of AA meetings for about 7 years now. I never stuck with it. I have relapsed more times than i can count throughout my addiction. I never really put any effort into getting a sponsor and have never done the steps. Yet. So yeah thats where im at today just feeling like where is this all headed. I am grateful that i am still breathing, im not in jail, and im clean and sober. Im just anxious for the now what. Im trying to start a program to be a peer support specialist in September so hopefully thats the now what, ya know. Thanks for reading this and say hi if you get a chance.
Ty. 
Although I think you’ve got this!