Morning all!
Jesh I spent all day at the hospital yesterday. We’ve found out I’m 1/2cm dilated already at only 31w 3d. And I’m having pretty consistent contractions, just nothing super painful or super close together yet!
It’s also been just about 2 months sober from my relapse during all the abuse and homelessness. I am just so blessed to feel THIS good sober. I feel amazing and just like.. so ready to raise this baby girl and give her all my energy and time.
She deserves a sober mom. My 4 year old son deserves a sober mom. Heck I DESERVE being a sober mom.
All I’m saying is wake up and kick A$$ today. Who knows, I could have a baby tomorrow and my life would change 180! It’s unpredictable, messy, heartbreaking yet beautiful all at once. Never take a day for granted. Wake up, stay sober, and do it for YOU.
