Messed up. I had some personal things build up and I was overwhelmed. And I broke down. Trying to be honest here
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Just get back on the sobriety road and don’t look back
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Try to come back on track! Go to a meeting
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Honesty is key. So just get right back on the horse
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No judgement here, friend. We’re still proud of you.
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Thank you everyone for hanging in there with me.
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You’re being honest with yourself and that’s a good thing. Take it in and keep on..you got it.
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Very relatable. I haven’t been interacting much on here but this post inspired me to say something and [I hope] be a source of encouragement. I am learning that honesty and self awareness are superpowers even when the struggle and cycle seems impossible to overcome.
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No worries man... keeping the mind right is where it's at
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I like that idea! Honesty really is a super power isn't it!? Now only if it weren't so elusive all the time. 
How much sober time did you have before the lapse? Just start fresh today. You can do it!
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Thanks Jessica! So I actually only had 6 days before that. And then before that I had 25 days. But, I just started to go to meetings. So I'm feeling good about that part. I hope that meeting people in person and feeling like this thing is really happening will help me.
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Well you know what to do
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What are you going to do differently this time?
I have 11 months sober. I was the queen of relapse for the longest time so I totally understand. The beginning is the hardest part!!! Hang in there