Graditude for today, difficult to find, I'm greatful for the fact that Im not using, I'm greatful that I'm in a safe place and that I have food and coffee, I'm greatful that I show up for myself in the gym and by going to meetings, the difficult parts tho, I'm not having fun I find it hard to enjoy things, I have friend who I really care about who was at a meeting I went to and is doing all the right things while her man is next to her nodding off and that was hard to watch, and tbh I'm angry about it so I suppose I should be greatful I'm not as impulsive as I used to be, and that I can allow people the grace to walk in they're own paths without feeling like I need to do anything but stay the coarse so idk I think I'm trying to be greatful instead of actually being greatful but I think its gotta count for something
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Stephen, hang in there. Ive heard that life gets better. Tho I've yet to see the light, every day counts.
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