I am grateful to wake up even not feeling very well. With each day I am better equipped to handle the struggles and the turmoil that is in my life, thankfully this turmoil is dwindling and as I see it, whether I meant to or not, a lot of it is self-indlicted though I see it differently.... perceptions are everything, it could've been handled differently by myself in the first place. I'm soo used to constant chaos and turmoil and anxiety and worry, that it's almost uncomfortable at times to not be stressed out. As happy as I am not to have it, there's a lot of extra energy and time now not wasted on fixing all of the mess around me, and that can cause anxieties. It's a process, but I'm very grateful for it. And for being able to see things as I do nowadays.
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Enjoy your new life! Maybe take up a new hobby to consume all that energy! You deserve to be happy...don't ever forget that!
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