into the lives of my girls. A friend will send me pictures of the two of them every time one of them posts in that social media account. I absolutely miss them so much. I keep reaching out. Everytime I do I set myself up for horrible feelings. I still do it. There was a time that I didn't reach out. I felt even worse. So, I decided that I am recovering outloud. I send them traditional greetings on holidays. I also send them updates on my life and ask about theirs. I just decided that I can only be happeir when I know that I am doing everything I can to stay in touch. I cannot control their thoughts, feelings, nor actions. So, I choose to celebrate my journey with them. I am grateful for these recent pictures. They both look happy and healthy.
I am grateful today for spending time with the pups and peeps at BPPR! 7 to 1 I work. Then off to get oil changed.
I am debating fostering a little chiweenie. Name is TOT, and she looks just like Shiloh. I am hoping by fostering her she will help Shiloh come out of being so timid about humans. Grateful to have the option to foster vs adoption.
I am grateful today that the fireworks were short lived. Shiloh barked at every boom. It was her 1st holiday. Little just shook 
in fear. I just held him and talked soothingly to him to reassure him.
I am grateful today being Sunday. That means tomorrow is work!
Grateful today for I am sober and strong!
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