roommate gone. Boss...no longer my boss nor my friend. I am grateful for my other boss for her support as I am not okay. Nothing regarding the two incidents were caused by me, however they both involved me.
As a former supervisor, one of the most important duties is making sure your people are safe. We do not put our people or our company in a place of harm or liability. Period. I was approached and I will not lie. I believe in honesty and I will always be honest.
I am sad. I am grateful at the same time. I feel so much gratitude for being sober and using my wiser mind to work through these past few days and weeks. I feel used. I feel disrespected. I am grateful for being sober so I am able to soberly and sanely choose among action, inaction, or reaction. Grateful for choosing my sobriety over all things.
I am grateful for the handyman able to get my locks changed out quickly. These past few weeks has cost me monetarily, emotionally, and mentally.
I have gratitude for having a great reference for superb therapists. I will be seeking assistance to work through all of these feelings and to seek more clarity on my life.
I am grateful for my sobriety above all else. I have learned that others, even those in supervisory roles, can prey on my kindness and trust. Lessons, hard lessons have been learned.
I am grateful for Lil Man and Sholoh. I am most grateful for Lil Man being kinder to Shiloh than he ever was to Lucy. I miss little Lucy. Shiloh is a special pup herself. She does need to learn that 112 am does not mean it is time to play with squeaky toys.
Today. Hurt but sober and stronger than I know. Grateful for this journey!
I must add, I am grateful it is SU Day! I get to teach our SU Treatment group and I am grateful for this weekly opportunity. I look foward to sitting for the State Board next week to become our first Peer Recovery Specialist! I cannot wait to be able to mentor others in this capacity. Grateful for all of these opportunities to serve my community!