God healing my heart and behaviors
I’m recovering.
Recovery is possible.
Emotional sobriety and abstinence from self harm with food or through starvation or compensatory behaviors
Opie, my cattle dog fella
Cultivating forgiveness for myself for euthanizing my other dog…
Cultivating forgiveness for myself because maybe I could have helped her better and maybe she’d still be alive… it’s really hard but I choose to allow God to help me move forward because I don’t get to know the bigger picture
Grateful to get to use the company vehicle in this weather
Grateful for my new stand up desk
Grateful for zoom meetings and I get to attend three meetings daily by 9 am
Grateful grateful my parents gave me life despite all the adult child stuff I get to heal now with God
Grateful to the wisdom someone shared with me: if it exists God can work with it, and that includes me, my mistakes, my woundedness and any other hard or sad thing in the world
