Grateful that I’m alive after ODing last night
Take today off from using… just say… not today Joe… sleep… recover… hydrate… sleep… don’t think… Not today Joe… do same whenever tomorrow gets here… when it gets here … it’s today… not today Joe:four_leaf_clover:
Thank you brother. Your words are truly appreciated
Stay in touch… we’re not perfect… we’re alive and trying… rest… 

I haven’t been able to sleep since I was released from the hospital. My wife had to bring me back. She’s a mess. I’m a mess. And half my family won’t talk to me. I feel so terrible for what I put them through.
Understand… it’s the turbulence behind the stern we create… we own it… but damage control can only begin when we start taking care of ourselves and owning the upheaval …try sleeping… you’re mind will slow down… all will be well… with work…
I know that you are right. I have to own the pain I caused and take responsibility for it and know that people have the right to feel how they feel afterwards and that I can’t force it for my own comfort. I will do the work.
A second at a time, a minute at a time, an hour at a time, a day at a time… focus on you… you get well… everything around you… in time… gets better:+1:t2:

drink some water and get with some safe people
I’m glad you’re still with us.
Thank goodness you survived! Please don’t gamble with your life, Joseph. Your life is very valuable! After many overdoses I just surrendered. Choose recovery and choose LIFE. I’m sure that you are LOVED, Joseph. If getting clean for yourself doesn’t make sense right now, then do it for your wife, family, friends and other loved ones!! You’ll break their hearts and be missed if you overdose one too many times. Thanks.