- I am grateful the love of my life is entering hospice. Her suffering will end soon.
- I am grateful I could get her son to see her on Saturday.
- I am grateful I could get her 12 year old daughter to her on Sunday.
- I am grateful I was able to get a traveling notary to come to hospital Sunday night to finalize a majority of her legal docs, which will benefit her kids in the wake of her death
- I am grateful that I arranged for her mom to visit today and coordinated with her girlfriends to attempt to get her atty to hospital two final docs
- Most of all I am grateful for the time I have had with her (although it will never be enough) and for the care she has shown me and helping me find my way to recovery.
- I am thankful to my parents, and my coaches, and my kids, who are all there to catch me if I start to fall. I am so f&@king lucky.
- I am grateful I am letting myself feel the love and the pain that goes with it, rather than drowning it in a bottle.
149 days of sobriety and going strong