Face to face BIP group! We are moving right along and I can see and hear the growth from many men. It is a refreshing moment to recognize 
this in men who thought differently many weeks ago.
Grateful today for being sober and strong. Going to bed sober and sleeping so well last night makes waking up sober and clear minded a reminder of how far I have come.
I awoke this morning with an AA meeting on my mind and heart. I am debating on driving 30 minutes north to attend one: my first one. I have been hesitant to attend anything local because I haven't wanted to mix my professional life with my personal life and on many levels I still feel that way. HOWEVER I'M A CPRS...my personal journey of my sobriety is my new profession. Conflicted for sure. I get to be me at work and that is awesome. I will decide if I will go by the end of the day. I feel motivated right now, lol. By 5, not sure my motivation will be as high! Lol
I am grateful this morning for Little Man and Shiloh. Last night before bed, Lil Man got a chew bone. Shiloh had been the only one interested in it for a month. She decided to tell him about her disdain when he was chewing on it. Her voice and all was so sad. She was not really barking, more whining and whimpering at him. Then when I went to console her with love and 
affection he decided she could have the plastic chew so he could be loved on. It was so cute and sad all at the same time.
I am grateful today that our potential client list for BIP has been reduced from 70 something to less than 40. Made calls all day yesterday and though no one chose to move forward, I made contact with several who took notes and were given the information they needed to move foward. Grateful for the willingness to listen to me and grateful for those who felt comfortable enough to share a little of their situation.
Grateful to start my work day at 9. This means I have time to go tan this morning before work and I am feeling a double espresso may be in my future.
I am grateful my coworker at BPPR is allowing me to get gifts for her daughter turning 4 this weekend. I love gifts and I am excited to be able to buy for a little one. Super excited to gift her a makeup kits, a moo-moo, and an art punch kit of princesses from Disney movies. Too cute!
I am grateful for today.
I am strong, sober and my heart is happy.
Noon Gratitudes 
- Peaceful morning
- Fidgets
- Seafood salad with veggies, cheese and almond flour crackers
- Helpful front desk ladies
- Disney Office Jazz
