So today was a little up and down, but more up than anything. Let me just share a little of it. So first, I must thank my higher power for blessing me this far with my recovery process. I had the most better days in this process thus far. You know why cause no matter what, I didn't get high. I have been struggling with everything in my life for 5 years. But when the day first started going down, God put this positive person in my path to talk me back to a good space. But as we know, when we are doing something right in our life, we can get in our own way. Especially when we are overwhelmed, we will begin to overthink. That is just the addict in us. But today, my higher power carried me straight through. Because just as I went to go on my day after the first blessing of just positive conversations with a stranger. Obstacle number two came. And I spoke to my aunt that I haven't spoken in 5 years. I just finished our call since 10pm last night. God is so good and definitely on time. She gave support, understanding, and wise words of wisdom and experience that I can and will survive in this process. It's nothing like family good family that love you and their unconditional. That is something priceless that I didn't know I had. But I am totally grateful for that blessing today. Just needed to share that experience that gave me a little more strength to have a little more faith in me a this process.
