"I Am An Alcoholic And Addict
And acceptance is the answer to all my problems today. Even if I am disturbed or have those bad emotions or have a mental obsession or allergy it because I find some person ,place ,thing or even some fact of my life I find excuses to drink and use. Unacceptable to me and I can find no serenity until I accept that person, place, thing or situations as being exactly the way it supposed to be all this moment"
- I'm grateful to be able to see my sponsor in the 12:00
- I'm grateful for one day at a time
- I'm grateful for having acceptance in my journey
- I'm grateful for my dad getting me something at Walmart for me
- I'm grateful as well to read Alcoholic anonymous with my sponsor today
- I'm grateful for the meeting yesterday and learning and listening to how people have acceptance in their life
- I'm grateful for taking a warm shower and getting ready for the day
- I'm grateful for taking care of myself and focusing on what I have to do
- I'm grateful for taking deep breaths and easy does it
- I'm grateful for being intune with emotions and what is triggering them so I write them down as it goes
The thing that we learn is we have acceptance. We can't control people, places or things, but we can only control ourselves and go through a journey until we accept that we're an addict and alcoholic. That's when I realized that we're free. Not completely free, but we have to work our step 4, 10 on a daily basis.