Hello Joshua: Welcome to recovery and happy 34th! "Resentments and your mother"? In my experience, resentments can get better with time. Yes, they felt exaggerated when I first put down the substances, though. If you choose to go to meetings at some point, the 12 Steps and sponsorship can really help in dealing with anger, fear and resentments. Glad you're here.
Whoops I meant resentment about my mother. Thank you! I appreciate it! Taking one day at a time 
Ty I will find something 
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Thanks I know you're right I appreciate itπ
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I love South Park
Oh I didn't get it at first I do now. Thanks again
I reread this and now I feel like an asshole. I do have a way with words I guess?
Wow, you've got a LOT of support here, Joshua! Meetings can be a lot like this too. I urge you to check them out in your area. You're not alone my friend.
Yeah that was really cool to have all these responses. I am going to try a video meeting I don't have a car and public transportation isn't even close to what it is there in the City. It would be like a 3 or 4 mile walk each way. But I found that NA has video meetings 24 hours a day I think AA does as well
Thank you everyone that has commented. I can't tag all of you at the same time
but it means a lot to me to have support and be able to get stuff out of my head