My boyfriend relapsed after 2.5yrs of sobriety and died from fentanyl toxicity, back in July 2022. I'm coming up on 9mo on this grief journey, with 13yrs sober. This is so painful. Its like waking up to the same nightmare everyday on repeat. I'm doing much better than I was in those first few months but the depression is kicking my a$$.
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I am so sorry, Kelsey.
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My deepest condolences Kelsey! Your already doing the best you can, this will pass and you will overcome. Soon you will look back on memories you have made with your partner and smile with compassion and joy, the grief will dissipate just give time time, but also do the work. A bathroom doesn’t cleaned it’s self 
sending lots of love your way
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I'm sorry
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I can't begin to imagine how tough this must be. I can empathize. I've dealt with a rollercoaster of depression, which can be very tough! We are here for you and support you! I'm proud of you during this grief journey!! Stay strong, and we're sending love your way!
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