I can't keep hoping and praying that the love of my life will one day decide to be sober too, so we can be in eachother's life again. This is keeping me stuck and I need to let it go. He was my best friend, so now I feel so alone. At the same time I angry at him for hurting me emotionally and phyaically. I am also angry with myself, I lived a sober life until I met him. Alcohol became what our relationahip was built with. First it came with romantic giggly nights and dancing in the kitchen and it insideously changed over 8 years into anger and rage. I love him and I curse him at the same time. I need to let both the blame ane the hate behind, but if I do this then I will truly have let him go, and this might hurt too much.
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Thank you for sharing Tanya, and I'm sorry you're in this situation. I wonder if there are boundaries that would work. Maybe not, my heart goes out to you. Hopefully today you will be blessed and feel God's love and peace.
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Thank you for responding its nice to know there are people out there who are listening.
@tanya250609 ... One Day At A Time ... Keep coming back ... It works.
You and your sobriety come first. Don't deceive yourself.
Your "relationship" was built on sand. There was no firm foundation. A house built on sand will fall.
Is it unfortunate that the "relationship" is falling apart ... yes. I don't wish that on anyone. Yet, let's look at the facts. Again, "Alcohol became what our relationship was built with".
Look how the "relationship" spiraled down and out of control.
Clean up your side of the street, make the amends, let it go and move down to road to happy destiny where great events will come to you and others.
You're better off with out him.
I wish you luck.
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