Grief is Real:
For the last 4.5 years I have held on tightly to our love. Your love was completely, strong I wish I would understood it. Your love was new, exciting and complete. Loving you was the best thing to ever happen to me.
I couldn’t see your illness I just saw the man that completed me for the 1st time in my life. I regret not loving you in a different way my love. We should never stopped loving each other even in sickness. I didn’t know how love you in sickness. God showed me there was a way I wish I had figured it out sooner.
I feel it’s time to honor you and the love we shared. This hasn’t came easy for me.
Moving forward has overwhelmed me and I held onto to you since you passed not wanting to lose any of your love. I feel your presence in the home we shared. I will honor your love by finding loving again I praying for God to fill my heart with a love as strong as your love. I still miss you. I have realized I need to let you rest in peace. As hard as it and breaking my heart you deserve peace. I can see you are at peace. You will forever be the man who taught how to love completely. Your love will always be in my heart. I will see again I know it time to start living again. My precious Craiger your love consumed my me. Gone but never forgotten.
Love always
Kim