this month is my friends birthday and usually I’d mourn and do drugs but i can’t so the pain feels especially sharp in my chest lately. Not being able to numb is letting my mind go to places I didn’t ever want it to, i just miss my friend. Please reach out if you’re struggling, you’re so loved. he’s gone and this pain won’t leave. I wanna use but i won’t. It’s just hard to feel the joys of sobriety.
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