Growing up...I was the black sheep...the shadow...the ghost. I was

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#1

Growing up...I was the black sheep...the shadow...the ghost. I was a badass...the rebel of my family. No matter where I moved to on my own since 13,I could pack my bags and get on the bus and leave without notice or anything. I'm still that way for the most part. I am a rebel. I am a badass and proud of it. I hate rules and hate being told what to do and what I can and cannot do. I'm a wild wolf who can't be tamed. I live my by own rule's and live my life my way. I won't bow down and I don't back down for anyone. I don't jump for anyone and I don't fit in with society. I'm a outcast and I'm happy with that

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#2

Hey there :wave: I have 11 months sober today, anyways I have or am the black sheep of my family too, I know how hard it is anyways if you ever wanna chat pm me and also welcome!!! :slightly_smiling_face:

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#3

Thank you and congratulations on your 11 month's🙂

#4

I'm the only person in either side of my family to get into drugs and the life that I did. Members of my family drink quite a bit, but they're all able to maintain very successful lives. So I can relate, I've always been the black sheep for as long as I can remember. They don't know what to do w me. I don't know what to do w me sometimes.... But I feel that a big part of life is getting along w others in society....And that's not Always easy to do. I don't have patience for much BS, and I have always walked to my own beat and do things in my own weird way. I still spend a lot of time alone because I prefer it that way. But I do push myself to do things that involve others so I don't isolate too much, that can be dangerous territory.....

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#5

I can relate in a lot of ways because I'm the f*ck up on both sides of my family and at 15 when my Dad was alive,he threatened to kick me out because of my felony charges for my juvenile record and the list goes on. I also like being alone but don't mind hanging out with certain people once in a blue moon. I love my space when I'm having my first coffee and smoke with my music and a half hour to an hour by myself when I get home from work but I'll still chat by text though

#6

I get it. People are complicated and just bring a lot of noise sometimes. So having that peace and piece of mind is necessary for me. Some people can't stand to be alone and need people around all of the time. I'm the opposite, I can't stand to be around people all of the time. I require that alone space....

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#7

Yep you and I so similar but I do enjoy snuggling in bed watching something on the tv or snuggling while sleeping. Since a very young age, I've been on my own and I'm use to being alone. I mean I wouldn't mind going out for a coffee with someone but only if there's a deep connection

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