Had a great day. Just having some not so good thoughts! I know I’m not gonna drink but sure miss the ease and comfort.
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It’ll get easier 
The ease and comfort is an illusion though. It’s so temporary and what follows is anxiety, depression, shame, guilt, hangover, piecing together what you said, who you texted, what you did. Maybe where that bruise came from or who that strange person is.
These are all things that happened often in my active addiction. Less frequent were things like jail, hospital, fights, etc.
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