Had a really rough night barly slept..my mind was going

Had a really rough night barly slept..my mind was going back and forth to use not to use its ok no its not ok ...its morning thankful im still sober

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Time for a nap.

Have you tried plugging into a program so you can get support and ease that racing mind

I have 3 of those nights in a row. Find a healthy way to sleep. Exhaustion is horrible for recovery.

It gets better as I went through the steps

Nothing worth keeping is easy. Even in our process of addiction yes it start out easy but then it became unmanagerable. So for me when i overcome a hard part of my recovery cause this is my 3 time back ( recovered from weed 1st, then I got on coccane and crack and was clean a lil over a year then relaspse and now Im clean again) the accomplishment means so much more and give me so much more inspiration to continue my journey in this path of recovery. So you not alone and it do get better as they say it get greater later just stick and stay.....

I don’t know how much clean time you have but that’s normal in early sobriety. Use the phone. Allow people to help you get through this. Don’t try to do it alone!!!!