So I’m back at square one and day 2 no drinking . This time I really sat down and asked myself why I drink and it’s based off of lack of sleep, not being able to clean and organize my home with no help. My spouse having cancer has put me on edge and I want to pursue certain things and go back to school but I feel selfish. I don’t like my body right now and how it feels so I beat myself up and self medicate. Going to find a different approach cause drinking is just repeating the cycle of me not feeling worthy but it’s a quick fix I’m confident I can do it this time again because I’m attacking and correcting my personal issues and feelings. Tired of being numb and misunderstood.
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You can do this. I know you can
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I feel you 
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