Had a wake up call today that I've been seriouslly slacking on my recovery. Little over 13 months sober now, but last week I was doing some deep cleaning in storage at my house and found an old airplane size shot bottle. And for some reason I put it back because I told myself it wouldnt hurt anything to leave it be. And obviouslly for the next three days that bottle never left the back of my mind. Finally had to take it to a gas station and throw it in the trash because I was afraid if I threw it away at home I'd dig it out. It scares me how easily I couldve thrown my sobriety away, even this far in.
