Had my first dream last night about relapsing.
Dreamt i was out and couldnt say no. Then fell down the endless hole. Saw myself and the mess i become when i dont stop. Even felt the guilt afterwards.
Dreams or memories...
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pray
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I was told my disease wants me dead. While I'm sleeping it's doing push-ups waiting for me to slip.
To give me a fighting chance at sobriety I need to do the deal as other long term sober people do, if I want what they have. I must go to meetings, get a sponsor, get into the book, be of service, work the steps (in order), help others.
This is my suiting up for battle.
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