Happiness is a good thing it heals the body

I was happy for many many years. And I felt really good especially mine wise.

But lately my happiness has got up and gone it’s been a while since I’ve been happy. I’ve been trying to find it so if anybody finds any happiness floating around out there. Please send it my way it’s probably mine trying to find its way back home. And without my happiness I don’t feel like myself anymore. And that really stinks because I loved being happy I’m feeling good.

Without my happiness I really feel like drinking but I know where to take me someplace where I don’t want to be anymore.
Is there anybody else out there it’s ever felt that way or that is feeling that way?

Try to remember your higher power. Reach out. For me it's Jesus. May be something else for you. But try to put yourself out there. Best of luck on your journey