Hey my bros& sisters!! Still a huge work in progress. Got 6 months today. Feel stronger every day. Personally, I have had a bunch happen since I knelt on my knees and cryed out to my H.P. . Tough tho to accept/deal with sometimes emotions.Always got drunk or lit my crackpipe to suppress how to deal, just deal, you feel me ?? Sure, i got all the 12 steps memorized, heck could teach a class !! The point to make is none of that matters now.learning who Lauren is does.At 65, a stranger, thats sad but real deep. I am finding out that, HEY 
Im a decent and loving, caring soul and I am at peace.Thank you for 
One day at a time I owe my everything to my Lord Jesus Christ. Finally man, I surrendered!!!keep up the good work sincerely Lauren Marston
That's good you're finding yourself. We can all find a good soul under it all. I fell on my knees crying in the park, homeless/hopeless and that was the first time I got sober. We share these experiences and when we share our stories, we find that we're not alone.
Very inspiring Lauren! Congratulations on 6 months of continuous sobriety. Recovery is an inside job, and it sounds as if you are doing the work to learn about yourself and what makes you tick. Keep up the good work ODAAT
Jay, well expressed.after i wrote that i 
sobbed ( been years) tears of realization and pure joy 
love L.good positive stuff!!
Boy,aren't you easy on the eyes? Thankyou for your insight.it is true that being an addict is was completely self.
.Now, i do whatever service work I can.you hit the nail on the head.plz read my posts when you can especially complacency. Love Lauren Marston 
about complaining
Lauren, thank you for sharing! Keep doing what you’re doing