Happy Independence Day, everyone! Today is probably my first sober

Happy Independence Day, everyone! Today is probably my first sober 4th of July in 18 years, marking 1 year and 15 days sober! Stay grounded, y'all :heart::blue_heart:

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I'm sure you feel better in every way

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Congratulations! Can you share how sobriety has been for you?

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Sorry for the delayed response! I guess I haven't opened the app since my post.

Truthfully, the first 7-8 months were real rough! I was an emotional wreck! I thought I was losing my mind. I didn't really get the cravings that a lot of people talk about, but maybe that's cause I knew I was headed for death if I didn't stop. I attended a funeral today and it was the first time I found myself really wanting to drink! Now I drown myself in music, nature, crochet, I talk to the birds a lot haha I just try and find beauty in things around me and keep myself busy and my mind positive! Feel free to message me if you'd like!

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You're definitely right about that!

I get that. I guess that’s kinda where I ended too I knew there wasn’t another one. There couldn’t be another or I’d end up in the same predicament. What I did and still struggle with is regret for it I guess the years that I wasted by giving up, I think there’s an internal part of us that just gives up after a while and we just go with the emotions and that happen to be with substance. I encourage you to share more when you’re struggling, jumping and support others. I find that to be a big part of my recovery even on days when I’m struggling because you have experience that someone else needs. Open the app more girl we all need each other. :slight_smile:

Totally know what you're saying!! I will definitely make a point to open the app more :smiling_face_with_three_hearts: :purple_heart: