If you were worried about picking up a drink or a drug today. You are truly blessed. I remember an early sobriety. I was so scared of picking up a drink or drug. I used to cry out daily. Please keep me from using today.
If we’re focusing on not using. We are not focusing on using. I was told to do everything opposite of what I used to do. So I started going to meetings because I never went to meetings. They told me to get a sponsor so I got a sponsor. Because I never had a sponsor before. They told me to do service so I did. Because I never serve before. And they told me to do the steps. I never did the steps before. They told me to pray. When I came in, I was upset with God. But I started to pray
Today I am happy I am joyous. And I am finally free.