Well im bringing the New Year SOBER thats something new for me i haven't done that in over 15yrs in stead of staying up partying all night i stayed up watching TV and now im calling it a night My New Years resolution is to of stay Sober,go on a real vacation to family for visits no be going to save someone from anything i want be going to be genuinely visiting not because im needed even in active addiction im the one everyone called for help with money , a place to live food help cleaning there house rides watching their kids lol who am i kidding im still going to be there for people i just really need to be more selective at who i help because some of the old acquaintances are starting rear their little heads and i cant let that happen because im not opening my life up to a relapse so i have to keep my distance and keep my sobriety safe thats my resolutions I know it sounds selfish but if i relapse i stand to lose everything they lose nothing right now 20 days shy of 9months clean im not going to set myself up to fail at sobriety I Love my life right now i have the respect trust and support of my adult children Im going to be a bussiness owner in 3monthes if i hadn't of gotten clean i wouldnt be any of these things i would be sad all the time working at a job i hate my kids wouldnt be talking to me. THANK GOD IM ABLE LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND LOVE THE PERSON LOOKING BACK AT ME , Thats something new for me over the years ive on different antidepressants anti anxiety meds and i have not taken any since about 2 weeks after being clean and ive never been better i just keep my faith and stay sober ok enough about my resolutions i gotta goto sleep good night y'all
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