To everyone on this site that:
Feels tired
Feels frustrated
Feels beat up
Feels doubtful
Feels sad
Feels scared
Feels confused
Feels left behind
Feels alone
I am grateful for you for being on this site, for posting about your lives, for sharing your hurts and frustrations, your strengths and joys, your daily accomplishments in your recovery, even if you're not posting and just reading, I am grateful for you being on here, for looking into your recovery, for wanting to improve and wanting a better way of life. As we all continue to push forward, continue to stand back up, continue to fight for a better life, the things above will start to become:
Feels tired from being present and active in recovery and our lives
Feels frustrated that we didnt start sooner 
Feels accomplished from getting knocked down, and then getting back up
Feels confidence
Feels happier
Feels more certain
Feels energetic
Feels mental clarity
Feels strength
Feels more peace
Feels a part of something
These things will come, are coming, we may not always see them there, but they are building.
Keep on fighting, keep on pushing, keep on learning. Happy to be on this site with all of you and wish you all a very safe and very Happy New Year!