Not a regular Easter Sunday for me. Hit the gym in the morning. Then picked up my two beagles and took them to the dog beach for a few hours. We had fun. It was hot. South Florida weather. Spend some more time with them. Not in a happy emotionally place at the moment. I am staying sober cause I know that drinking won’t help me. I get insurance next month. Definitely will look in to talking to psychiatrist cause I feel sad and depressed way to often. I have been reaching out to close friends more lately. They know my situation and they want to help. So hopefully they will. I am just having such a struggle dealing with my separation from my wife. I have other things going well in my life like staying sober (90 days), my job , working out six times a week, doing AA meetings once or twice a week, my relationship with my brother is great. I just seem to put so much emotion and thoughts on my soon to be exwife and rethinking what it would be if I would have stop drinking earlier. Is like I can’t forgive myself for it. Even my dad tells me not to be so hard on me. But I just can. Hope all you are having a great day and staying sober.
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