I'm super thankful for everyone in this sober community for all the love they are showing me I'm thankful i have IOP and NA is probably wouldn't have made it this far without it honestly. So my story is I'm actually and honestly I'm a work release i just got out of prison and since I've been in work release for two almost three weeks now I've started IOP on my own ive started NA meetings on my own because i realized i have a huge problem and needed help out i knew i wouldn't get better if stay the same or get worse and end up dead. I was super tired of the drug game the ppl the police every part of my addiction i have myself truly for the things i did when i was high i have myself for choosing my addiction over my kids till now i hate that i hurt everyone around me and forgiving myself and my self image and self esteem are trash right now. I i will succeed in becoming the best version of myself i can for my kids myself and my family and i will become successful in all other walks of my life no matter the cost as long as my sobriety comes first.
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Im proud of you. I am only 13 days sober and i feel the same way. You made it thru prison and i made it thru jail for a whole year. Tore my kids away from me now im just starting to feel and it sucks. If you need to talk give me a text. Im always available. 9205859676. Good luck to you. Be proud. Now is a new beginning
You too my number is 5095716355 call me anytime