Hard day today. Having cravings to blackout like crazy. Some people I went to treatment with have relapsed recently and I think me trying to help them is depleting me in a way. Idk, but I spoke to my sponsor and I’m going to a meeting with her and we’re going to start my step work. I think I need this and the timing is perfect.
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Meg, you are definitely on the right path. Going to a meeting with your sponsor and doing step work is the smartest thing you can do!
Getting black out drunk is the absolute dumbest thing anyone can do🤪
Thank you for sharing…. I’m praying for your freedom from the slavery of addiction🙏
I’ve been relapsing.
Meg that is what happens to people that give up. Never ever believe the egoic idea that because some people you know that went to treatment relapses. There is nothing what so ever drinking booze has done for anyone except wrecked there lives. So you can pray for them but it is you that has to stay sober one moment and one day at a time . Stay busy and get to allot of meetings and all the help you can find. Get into the gym and kick some, it helps with the anxiety. ...just matter of time a better job will come and you will get through this bad spot. You keep everyone up to date in your progress. Stay close to AA and the god of your understanding. I am rooting for you.0