My whole family was at the cabin, and I bad to take care of this sick kitten that showed up jn the driveway a couple days ago. I went to check on her at like 3 am but she was gone. I knew she wasn’t going to make it and I told my mom I had a feeling, but there was nothing I could do. She wouldn’t eat, we took her to the vet and they gave us medicine. But she was so tiny she didn’t make it. And when I was feeding the other healthy kitten earlier after work another goopy eyed kitten ran up into the driveway! It looks healthier. Just goopy eyes. So I’m going to just leave food by it because it doesn’t want to be touched yet. Anyways. It was a hard day. The hardest I’ve had so far. I actually had thoughts I don’t usually have about alcohol. But I didn’t do anything. I made it through.