Has anyone ever thought people were talking about you or making joke about you when they first started getting sober Bc I feel like a lot of people I work with have some conspiracy about me going on behind my back
That’s the addiction trying to sneak into your mind and get you to relapse. Don’t listen to it. And even if they do… so what? Can you change how they think, feel or what they say? Nope. All you should be worried about is yourself. Do the best job you can and keep your own side of the street clean. When we are still early in sobriety sometimes people don’t know how to talk to us. They don’t and never will understand what the demon does to us. And that’s okay… honestly I wouldn’t wish addiction on anyone. Give it a little time and maybe talk to them one on one if it really is bothering you. Don’t be accusatory, but just honest and open minded.
I hope I’m imagining things thanks this type of thing has been going on a long time and it’s horrible when I’m sober been clean a month and it’s still messing with me idk maybe I’m crazy or Schizo or some thing