Have 60 days but having dark thoughts of taking my will back

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#1

Have 60 days but having dark thoughts of taking my will back. I'm scared.

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#2

Tracey, at 60 days it’s quite normal to be trippin. 30,60,90,180, 9 months & 1 year are breaking points w addiction or breaking bad habits.
Doing the 12 steps w a sponsor multiple times, and service was how I got through it and is still my way of staying happily sober for 15+ years.
I’m here if you want to talk

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#3

I find when I feel like that I reach out to other people in the program and talk to them after the meeting or before and of course I talked to my sponsor about it

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#4

Life is a series of moments. You can get through this one. It will pass.

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#5

We’ve all been there.
Some good suggestions posted here. Call your sponsor and get to a meeting. Take the action.

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