Haven’t been on here in a minute but my drinking spiraled again so I’m on day 5 with out anything but tonight my friends want me to go out to the bar, I know if I go I’ll end up just getting drunk then sick. Also trying to better myself currently and I know that’s a step in the wrong direction but part of me wants to go ughhhh
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Hang in there. We support your sobriety and health!
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I’m drinking a water and a strawberry banana body armor eating pb m&ms in my bed haha I resisted going
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Sounds like party to me. Only you’ll feel strong and healthy after it. Nice!
Yeah my bulldog is pleased too! He likes snuggling up and snoring in moms bed
Aw. Even better! I’m sure he’s grateful for the extra love. I recently got my dogs back and it’s clear, they really need healthy caring parents.
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I started drinking in my teens, continued for a lotta years. Cost me a job, clucked up relationships. I'm proud of you, sweetie, for saying no to the bar! Stay strong, ask for help anytime (that's why we're here!)
Saying no to the bar is hard but so worth it.
One day you'll look back and see how pointless bars really are. Your better than that!
Did you go? I hope not. Do your friends know you're trying quit alcohol? 
I was an all or nothing drinker too. And all was going to kill me so I chose none.
Hophally you can find that self care is important and focusing on yourself is also. If they are good friends they will understand you cannot be around drinking. I stayed to myself the first few weeks worked as much as I could and went to meetings to meet new people. Build your network!