Haven't been on here in a while but last time I was I was have to say goodbye to a closes one that help pave the way for me when we ran out of street ect and it was other complications but it all workout better then I expected
I even shared a few words on the matter and I was grateful I came out to be around others I haven't seen in ages but it was a said occasion that I had no experience in at the time only thing I could do was send condolences and give hugs and be helpful and it work
I know today issue is something else wit step work in certain matters I mess up right before the 6 step not wit substance but wit life and things my moneys and I end up going right back to step one being powerless until a belief has grown then I'm ready fa step 2 and up all over again cause they put it in our heads we are never done working step we do this around here until we can't no more when it runs smoothly you did something right but if it hurts a little you might of done something wrong but who's to judge we got to live wit our own recovery issues where we seek help or not but if we woke up today and did the best we could this far than no matter what later on brings us we alright
Thank you higher power this much 
And the 12step program fa making me ah xx in recovery just for today and I'm going to continue to keep it simple .
Hugs all 
jft
